Tuesday, May 3, 2011

A Passover dinner with my Master?

Today I continue the step by step process of beginning a ministry that I pray God will make my primary source of sustaining my family, and if not, it will be a part time passion for the rest of my life, not a sometime or spare time hobby as I have lazily pursued at my leisure these past 7 years.

As I am moment to moment seeking strength and renewal as I have some good 15 minute spans, maybe a good hour now and them, but daily, I am still not giving my whole self in seeking the Lord I say I want to serve, and get so easily distracted it makes me crazy at times.  In those moments, trying to get the slot car back on the track and off the carpet, I love to read the 6 chapters in John's Gospel that take us from when Jesus washed the feet of those gathered with him that night for the Passover meal to when they departed for the garden to pray.

So many things taught in those short hours, how thankful I am that this is part of what God providentially inspired to be recorded as Holy Scripture, when I struggle, and know I have a battle facing me that I am not feeling up to fight, I get an unearthly calm in my self after meditating on these verses.

I believe the peace of Christ that He promises to give us is just this, that when we obey the Father in what He is asking of us, the rest of the concerns of the world cease to matter, if we know we are obedient, we are who God has made and called us to be. John 14:27 shares this promise from Jesus to the disciples, on the night when they were taught so many things, and shared His peace of oneness with the Father that comes from obedience with them. Without the need or temptation to worry about how other people respond or if they respond, and to resist Satan's lie that we judge our life's success on what others think or what other people do, or how they respond, our life is, and we just are, wholly His, and in that, we are all those things we want so badly to be, without having a struggle to equip ourselves or educate ourselves, we recognize that when we walk step by step, as Rich Mullins would write, " Step by step You lead me, and I will follow You all of my days". The confession, " Oh God, you are my God, and I will ever praise you", minute by minute is on our lips and heart and mind, and we rest in that obedience, knowing our Father is pleased, because He sees His obedient Son, Jesus, when He looks at our life.

John 14: 15-18 says this again, as when we follow the commandments of Jesus, we are showing Him our love for and oneness with Him. Jesus gave comfort to those closest to Him, on the night He knew they would replay in their minds over and over again, recalling His words and promises to them, preparing them to walk without His physical presence, but to walk through the Comforter with Him for the rest of their lives, once it was revealed to them who was with them, and would never leave, nor forsake them.

We then are asked to love others the same way God loves us, by loving unconditionally, and forgiving when forgiveness is not due, but is given freely, again, because we are asked and commanded to do so, so that the God we serve is modeled and glorified to those we come in contact with here in our earthly walk. What a difference would be made in the world if believers in God and His son, Jesus Christ, lived that way-a life of obedience, giving God the glory He is worthy of and deserves, and that leads us back to What Would Jesus Do? He never did anything or said anything that did not give glory to His Father, and that is His call to us, I believe. It is a call to be answered, and that we can answer, as believers we can do all things through Christ, who strengthens us.

I believe the doing of all things strengthens us, as Phillipians. 4:13 refers to, when we walk with Him, as well as being a checkpoint for us in our daily lives, if we find ourselves not doing all things, we are not in Christ, and need to repent, confess our sins, be refilled by the Holy Spirit, and continue the life of obedience we are called to, doing what Jesus would, glorifying God in all we do and don’t do, say and don’t say. If we will take every thought captive to the mind of Christ, as 2 Corinthians 10:5 calls us to, we will live a life that glorifies God. It is God’s will for us , and will cause revolution around us, turning the world upside down, as the first century church did, see Acts 17:6, they did nothing more, and nothing less than this-living a life that glorified God, minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, until being united with Him forever when we are called home by our Father to that place His Son has lovingly gone to prepare for us.

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